I guess the truth of the matter is, I'm working out, running, busy gearing up for the summer - and life tends to be easier to live these days than to reflect on & write about. Last week the mister was away for 7 straight days and I spent much of that time working out, running, eating super healthy & yummy things - had lots of me time. And it was great (although of course i missed him!). I learned last week that I have a REAL desire to live each day focused on wellness. Which leads me to another area of guilt...I have NOT been studying nearly as much as I should for my PT certification. To sit down with the book takes real discipline and I need to kick my self in the ass and get back on the books and notetaking. To make my dream a reality I have to do the work. And although I am now easily adopting this into my life in terms of working out and running...the studying & learning part is weak. So...there's an area for me to address and become accountable for. That said, this means I will prob start writing a bit more about what I'm learning as a way of tracking and being held accountable for my studies. It sounds so juvenile but i was never a great student even when I was younger, even when I loved the topic...I like to talk and do, not sit and read. Looks like that hasn't changed!
As far as the running, as of yesterday I started my official half-marathon training (click here for the plan I decided on - there were SO many to review and decide on) Yay! I started about a month early (its a 12 week program and my half is end of September)...but I need the discipline of a schedule. I also have a 10k coming up June 1st and although I've done one virtual one, I am working to get my mileage back up in time.
One thing more I can update you on my most recent 5k! I ran the National Grid/Cox Communciations 5K in Providence this past Saturday. It was no PR by any means --it was challenging to say the least (many, many HILLS. Right from the start!). I am proud to have come in at 183 out of approx 380 people. My final time was 32:59. One ODD thing is that my bib number was 183, and I came in 183?!?! Bizarre!

I feel very lucky to be a runner. I may not always be fast. I may not always be good. Sometimes my runs are downright ugly...but they are mine. And I am me. And i'm grateful for discovering the gift that is running. I'm also grateful for discovering how much I LOVE to work out and get stronger. I have visible biceps now (i am laughing) - they are small, and not "cut" but they are there. And they are mine.
And I am proud :)
stay strong,
rachel
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